Suicide

from Mump by The Tomorrow File

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Up and down I ride the tide, but I never felt closer to suicide

Lately I've been nervous
About what I've been told
I'm lazy and I'm foolish
Now I'm growing old
I'm confused about a lot of things
Most of them are me

Up and down I ride the tide, but I never felt closer to suicide

Lately I've been thinking
Correct me if I'm wrong
But every day is shorter
And every night is long
And every time I try to change
The changes never come

Up and down I ride the tide, but I never felt closer to suicide

Nobody gave me a second look
So I wrote it all down in my mystery book
And when I thought that I would break
I hung my head and I tried to fake

Indifference to the memories
Indifference to the shame
Indifference to all the things I once thought I'd be
Indifference to the memories
Indifference to the pain
Indifferent to the people that I'll never see again

Lately I've been thinking
Correct me if I'm wrong
But every day is shorter
And every night is long
And every I try to change
The changes never come

Lately I've been nervous
About what I've been told
I'm lazy and I'm foolish
Now I'm growing old
I'm confused about a lot of things
Most of them are me

Up and down I ride the tide, but I never felt closer to suicide

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from Mump, track released July 2, 2012
Written by Daniel J.S. Lewis and Gilbert Neal.

Recorded and Mixed by Daniel J.S. Lewis at Dead Dog Studio.

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The Tomorrow File comes at you with smart hooks and penetrating lyrics. A singer/songwriter with an eclectic ability to fuse genres in an originally singular way.

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